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So it has been 16 or 17 days since I have read or posted to twitter or Facebook. All push notifications are off and The accounts are sitting there in idle. Do I miss it? Simply yes. However I won't return to it as I do not want to get hurt again. Is it effecting me socially? Yes. The only things I now know from Twitter is if someone mentions it and I stare blindly at them as they expect me to know what they are talking about.

It's has become quite clear what people think of an online persona that I apparently have, and it has also become quite clear that even though I see others that reflect a similar online persona to the one that I apparently have, they are still around. Double standards much?

As my previous post explains I have attempted to be social but it appears that if I'm not talking to them through twitter or Facebook, they don't want to know me. Emails ignored, sms's unanswered. Even down to birthday wishes sent but I don't know if they were received as I got no reply.

So where to from here? Who knows.... Feeling hollow, sad and well nothing.

sympathy not required



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  1. AnonymousMay 8, 2011 at 10:42 PM

    Yes I am a bitch online and offline. Sorry you were hurt. You never came
    To Picton for coffee as you
    Promised. :-(
    You have every right to pull
    Me up when I am
    Doing the same as what I accused you of. I never received birthday wishes so you are probably not talking about me there.

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  2. SqueakazMay 9, 2011 at 6:30 AM

    I never cam for coffe as promised as you didn't reply to the email say when u were available. I send all my friends birthday greeting texts via SMS so I obviously don't have the right number for you

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